Monday, March 30, 2009

Vampires, Speed, Spakles, Love.

I heard of this movie named Twilight from a friend and when I asked him what the movie was about. He said it was about vampires. I was always fascinated about vampires right from childhood. Then he told me it was about a girl falling in love with a Vampire. Even more interesting. This movie is based on a book with the same name writen by Stephanie Meyer.

This movie changes all that we know through the years after watching so many vampire movies. Vampires have a venom. Vampires dont have fangs. Vampires can walk in the Sun. They are supposed to be very fast and strong. Though the family in the movie follows the nest concept we know. And some Vampires are vegetarians in the sense feed only on animals. LOL

When I was watching the movie I actually felt like I was in a little town and its cold. The movie is shot to perfection. Music in the movie is KILLER. And for some reason I felt like I was watching an Indian movie at some points of the movie. The guy who played the Vampire Edward Cullen actually looks like a vampire. Places where Edward flies with Bella on his back are just too awesome. And the place where they shot this movie OMFGG only.

Now I cant wait for the second movie to come out. Err, Thats on 29th November it seems. SAD.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Just another confused chap. Like Shit.

This guy I know, was confused about his sexuality. Yeah, quite normal. This other guy, about which country to go for education. Very Normal. And one more guy confused about which bike to buy. Even this is typical shit. So I was thinking whether I am a confused person. And I turn out to be Confusion Amplified.

I pretty sure about my sexuality. The other things like education, job, etc. etc. I dont have options. I’m so confused I might actually kill myself. Everywhere, about everything. And people think I’m a Cock. Sometimes I feel i’m being treated like Shit. Yes, I’m despo. Whatever. I dont give a fuck about what people think. But yes, I’m lost at this juncture. And I’m not liking it.

Monday, March 09, 2009

_(>@3!$5*?<)_

I sit in my room with a sleepy face and a confused mind. I just dont understand the meaning of life. I eat too less, I drink too less. I think too much but. Now thats a problem, Isnt it! Sometimes I think i’m just lost within. I dont understand myself. I dont know what I want to do. But I have this feeling that I’ve become very irresponsible.

I always thought I was a brave person. Atleast I never thought I was a coward. Now I feel like one. From talking to my Project Guide to asking a random female out, I’m scared that something might go wrong. Its doesnt make any sense to me. I just cant fill that void that I’ve grown inside of me.

I’m waiting for that ray of hope which will get me my life back. That happiness. That light. That color.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Aprés une long temps!!!!

Finally I found sometime for it.... Long time macha since i evn logged into my blogger account. I checked the timestamp of my last post it says December 4th 2006 i.e not even a single post for one whole semester. Whoow Whoow.

Now this was bad, even after getting arrears, I wasnt studying. Not even attending classes. All my teachers were sucky as usual. Was quite attentive in class for the first coupla weeks. Then it was back to normal, Same fuckin around all day. I had to write a supplementary exam, only one :D... And I did write it but had studied quite well.. better than the Term End Exam when I slept off without even opening the 1000 page book. No Christmas cake this year, so fucked up. And New Year in Vellore. Oh my fuckin God, not doin these mistakes again. Sure!!!

Went home for Pongal. It was quite good. I went to 'Konaseema' on the other side of Gauthami. Cool it was. My bike coudnt take me farther than 20 km. It was panting hehe... could see the fumes coming from the body of the silencer. I had to go to Kakinada the next day. Woke up and rode off to Kakinada. Actually i wanted to watch 'Guru'. I was roaming around thec city. I dint know the city was that good. Come on it had 2 or 3 good pizza places, a Baker's Inn and some good Bryani places too... Yup thats a city for me. But I had to watch Guru in telugu. aahem..Goin back was hell, Except for the female who was with me on a SL berth on RAC. ;-) hehe...
Our College Curtural and Sports Event 'Riviera' was a week away. Myself, kaki, Praneeth, Sishir had told Robin that we'd work for the Sales shit if we get O.D (Thank God We believed him). We had to distribute T-Shirts. That work sucked big time. And in a couple of day I as kaki's b'day,.. We kicked his ass Red and Black...

'Riviera' started. It was a 5 day event I was incharge of the tennis event with Devang and Suraj. And Kaki was taking care of Volleyball(which dint have a girls event... hehe).Even this work was shitty. Going to hostels checking whether the teams arrived telling the bastards at the announcement section to announce match or the results. Going to the reception and submitting the results was a bigger pain in the ass... And on top of that no good lookin females... how frustrating can it get?? But yeah, i was waiting For Parikrama's Show to start that evening. It was aawwwsssuuuummm except for some bastards boooing it.... I was there for 3 days and i had to eat outside every meal. The 2nd and the 3rd day passed by with the 'Headbanger's Kall' and 'Acoustics Show'. I left for Pondicherry on the 4th day. Was in Pdy for 3 days and then when i went back i realized CAM was a week away... it was the same old situation.. CAM in a few days and Me not even aware of the syllabus... hehe..

CAM exams had started and i screwed up every paper. I went to watched a movie before one of those exams. Now that can answer how serious I was about the exams. Though two and a half months of the semester were over my attendance was still 60% or something. After some shitty work our paper(Me with Somesh) got selected for presentation at The Andhra University. This was totally unexpected. Finally we had to go to Vizag. I was asking one of my friends about the places to hangout in Vizag and she did suggest some, a coupla eatouts also!!!

The journey was okay except for paying a fine for ticketless travel...hehe. Going to Vizag after a longtime, it almost felt like a totally new place. I went to Somesh's place and was fooling around with his comp for the whole day. We had our presentation the next day. Fuck the presentation, the buildings were so old and I love old buildings. One awesome sight.... Presentation went okay. We went off to SubWay, had a sub and rode off to 'Rushikonda'.

Road Tripping

'Rushikonda' was fuckin 15 minute ride from the city, the road leading there is along the coastline, you also have some hills on the otherside of the road. I had to drop my friend at a college called GITAMS and roam about after that. It was 1400 hrs. I dropped Somesh and rode off to nowhere. dint have a destination, Had no idea about where to go. On top of this, the Kinetic sounded like it dint have a silencer though it had one. I went to a park . My m:robe had let me down, 'NO BATTERY' it said. Having nothing to do slept off there on the grass. After some 30 mins I woke up, found a bastard shouting on his phone. Then, I went into the city to go around. Nothing in there, got pissed and called Somesh and asked him about Bhimili, he was telling me it was a 5 minute ride from Rushikonda. So I rode through Rushikonda and even after 10 min I couldnt even feel a village exist somewhere near there. A sign board flashed my sight. It read 'Bheemulipattnam - 13 km' in Telugu, I had to stop the bike and read it hehe... I rode off the road coz I was so bored and almost dozed off on the bike. After about 20 minute I could see a hill and a temple on it. It was an amazing sight (Wish I had my camera which I left with Somesh). I entered Bhimili. It was a village (more like yanam), dint have a fuckin Gas Station. I had this feeling the bike was running out of fuel. I found a shop selling Petrol in bottles, 50 bucks a litre (not expensive when you dont have a Gas Station in town). I went to the east to see the beach, and believe me it was fuckin Awesomo... An empty beach with all weird statues and a cemetry. An old clock tower in the center of the village with a market. A perfect place to go when you are totally jobless. It was getting dark and I had to go back, so I was riding back to "Rushikonda". I had been on many lonely bike rides, this was the longest and definitely the most exciting one.

Screwed!!! Totally!!!

Life after this was quite tiresome. It was super boring. Waking up, Classes, lunch at food court, Library, Sleep. Seriously SUPER BORING. And my attendance dint even touch 70%. It was the 24th of March and I realized i liked a girl (mabbe the nth girl, but I do like her). And the same day I got to know that I had a week's holiday while others were writing their CAM II. The same day huh...!! And yeah the week ahead is the most ahem... I dont know what to call it. Two weird feelings causing dementia. Was so fucked up...

After all this was IV semester, I can make up next year for this.... hehe. My practical exams were ahead. Did both of them badly. I had to get my comp home for my sis. I was fuckin broke and had to borrow 500 bucks from Pavan. It was 2 months since I had gone to Pondicherry. I had a good time down there. Hot Breads, Indian Coffee House, Alambara Fort, and yeah that Cop Chase (What would you do if cops are chasing you on NH45A at 2230 hrs??? ). Getting back to college I had 10 days to go for Term End Exams.

I was supposed to study but... nope, I wasnt even thinking about it. Was doing nothing... Thanks to Sumithra, she took me to a new place which I dint know existed. I mean, I did know the place but I never thought I'd go there someday. A temple on a hill top (Something like the one at Bhimili). But this hill was quite huge. Some 1000 steps to reach the top. I was losing my footing after coming down. This is another memorable journey for no reason. The next week exams....

The first three papers sucked my "Will To Live" out of me. The fifth and fourth gave me some hope. And yeah the last one... You wont beleive it, my paper was empty except for my Reg No., date and such shit. Exam over. Fourth Semester over.... Yeah its all over... Except for the supplementary exams I'm gonna write next semester...

Monday, December 04, 2006

After Hibernation

Yup... After, hmmm... lemme think 70 odd days. i've made it again to blogspot. Let me tell you pple, my life is so screwed. Its december and i'm waiting for my 3rd semester's results. I'm expecting atleast 3 arrears and lets see what happens. Now, lots happened... but nothing made me better. I was lazy enough to let CAM II question papers to fuck my happiness. And then was keeping it kool in Diwali holidays without even thinking about what'll happen to my TEM. Anyways, now its over. I think i've realized i should never fuck around with academics.

Holidays were quite consoling and i forgot to prepare for the supplementary exams. Yanam was awesome for two days and Pondicherry for 5 days. I left for Chennai after my 6th day in Pdy. Chennai was awwwsumm. I went to a Rock Pub and mahn, the music they played was really good. And when the DJ played SOAD i went crazy. I met a coupla guys there. They were really high mahn. On Catamine(i dont know how i must be spelling it) , I dint know what it is though. After spending 3 days in Chennai, I came back to college. And this shit goes on...

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

The Resurrection

After 40 odd days, me posting here. These 40 days had both shitty and great moments. Its like my academics got completely S.C.R.E.W.E.D. I dint expect that it'll turn out to be this bad. The only score i can tell pple is 35 which i got in Data Structures. I expected the same 35 in Logic Circuits, it turned out to be 18. I dont know how this happened.All the others subjects in teens. I have to make up for it in CAM - 2 which is some 2 weeks from now. Anayways I had great weekends.

Let me tell you.... After i had stopped posting, the same weekend, We went to watch KANK(it must have SANK, unfortunately it dint). We bole tho myself, Kaki and Sishir anna. One fckd up movie. Couldnt bear the first half so we fcked off to Chittoor to watch 'Bommarillu'. We couldnt get tickets for Matinee which made us wait till 6 to watch the movie. 3 hours in those streets under the sun. Oofff... Finally we saw the movie. It was watchable and all. That week had the usual in store for me. Missing the first class, trying to study and all. The next week we had our CAM exams. I did them badly. But dint know i would get such marks.... After the exam I went ot Pondicherry for Ganesh Chaviti. Gowri was leaving for Yanam and Subbu mama just came back from Yanam. I was able to stay there for a day.

The next weekend Subbu mama was leaving and i had to go to Pondicherry. Spandan was on in JIPMER. Kaki came with me and some of my other friends also came for the Rock Show. I couldnt be there for the Western music competition where the College bands played. Heard Kanav(my senior) tried singing 'Show me how to live' (no way he can sing like Chris Cornell). The next day the girls who came with us went to the Sand Beach. Myself and Kaki had to go there. Telling them that we'll be there by 1100 hrs, we went there at 1130 hrs. They wanted to go to Pizza Hut for lunch. We had lunch and then sat on the rock at Rue Goubert for 2 hours. I then sent them off to JIPMER by bus. We went to the show by 1930. It dint start on time, we had some food and were waiting for the show to start. It started at 2100 and it was 'Junkyard Groove' playing. They were okay and all. Then it was 'MotherJane', I never expected such great music. It was mind blowing. All they played were OCs'. Moksha played a couple of tracks by Metallica and Iron Maiden. They also played White Snake and OCs'. The show got over by 0330 hrs Sunday. Went back home and the next day I had a bad neck. That was what 'MotherJane' gave me. I had headbanged to hell the last night. I went to Saida's place and spent sometime with Subbu mama. Kaki had gone with the girls for lunch. Kaki's schoolmate was studying in JIPMER, she led them to the restaurant and then to Richie Rich. We left for Vellore by 1445 hrs. Reached college by 2015 hrs, had dinner and went to bed.

One more week for 'Technomelange'. I was planning to do something. Tried searching for some good Circuits. Hmmm.. Dint really work out. So decided to play UG2. The week passed away and Praneeth needed two pple to play for his clan. He called me and Kaki. Guess what our clan's name was... ' G@ngB@ngeR$ ' (hehe, yeah). We went for the matches. Won the first match and were like we'll rape all the other teams. But we lost to the other teams, Badly. The next day we had to play for another clan and we lost all the matches. I played for G@ngB@ngeR$ again and lost all the matches. I got pissed. Myself and Kaki went to watch Vettaiyadu Vilayadu after the matches. After coming back i decided to leave for Tirumala.

Woke up at 0400 hrs the next morning, I left for Tirumala. Reached there by 0715 hrs. I went ot Kalyana Katta to shave my head and then went for Darshan. Everthing got over by 1200 hrs. I left for Pondicherry at 1300 hrs from Tirupati. The journey was boring. Got to Pdy by 0730 hrs. I had dinner and then went to sleep. Then next day Gowri was coming to collect her Transfer Order and it was the last day of PECOFES. I woke up at 0900 hrs and went to apply for my LLr. for a Geared bike. Shanti had msged me by then telling about the events and all. I wanted to go for the Quiz thingie but i was already late. So i went there after lunch. It was wierd. To be frank it was shitty. Anyways i met my old friends and all. Was with Gautham. I then learnt that pple from my college were there and all. Dint really care about it. The Dance competition was scheduled for that evening. I got bored and all. Spent time talking about shit with Gautham and others. Met Neenu and all. She had danced and all. I dint really see the dance. It was 0000 hrs when the show got over. I went back home and slept. The next day was my Cousin's Reception. Nothing great happened. The next day was Sunday. Another fcked up day [i have too leave for college :((]. The same bus journey and getting to college by 0800 hrs, eating, sleeping. Monday missed first two classes, went for the afternoon session. Started Maths on Tuesday. Today is Wednesday, have to study for tomorrow's CAM Practical and then continue Math.

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Morning View

Here is something i see every morning after i wake up....