Vampires, Speed, Spakles, Love.

I heard of this movie named Twilight from a friend and when I asked him what the movie was about. He said it was about vampires. I was always fascinated about vampires right from childhood. Then he told me it was about a girl falling in love with a Vampire. Even more interesting. This movie is based on a book with the same name writen by Stephanie Meyer.

This movie changes all that we know through the years after watching so many vampire movies. Vampires have a venom. Vampires dont have fangs. Vampires can walk in the Sun. They are supposed to be very fast and strong. Though the family in the movie follows the nest concept we know. And some Vampires are vegetarians in the sense feed only on animals. LOL

When I was watching the movie I actually felt like I was in a little town and its cold. The movie is shot to perfection. Music in the movie is KILLER. And for some reason I felt like I was watching an Indian movie at some points of the movie. The guy who played the Vampire Edward Cullen actually looks like a vampire. Places where Edward flies with Bella on his back are just too awesome. And the place where they shot this movie OMFGG only.

Now I cant wait for the second movie to come out. Err, Thats on 29th November it seems. SAD.

Just another confused chap. Like Shit.

This guy I know, was confused about his sexuality. Yeah, quite normal. This other guy, about which country to go for education. Very Normal. And one more guy confused about which bike to buy. Even this is typical shit. So I was thinking whether I am a confused person. And I turn out to be Confusion Amplified.

I pretty sure about my sexuality. The other things like education, job, etc. etc. I dont have options. I’m so confused I might actually kill myself. Everywhere, about everything. And people think I’m a Cock. Sometimes I feel i’m being treated like Shit. Yes, I’m despo. Whatever. I dont give a fuck about what people think. But yes, I’m lost at this juncture. And I’m not liking it.

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I sit in my room with a sleepy face and a confused mind. I just dont understand the meaning of life. I eat too less, I drink too less. I think too much but. Now thats a problem, Isnt it! Sometimes I think i’m just lost within. I dont understand myself. I dont know what I want to do. But I have this feeling that I’ve become very irresponsible.

I always thought I was a brave person. Atleast I never thought I was a coward. Now I feel like one. From talking to my Project Guide to asking a random female out, I’m scared that something might go wrong. Its doesnt make any sense to me. I just cant fill that void that I’ve grown inside of me.

I’m waiting for that ray of hope which will get me my life back. That happiness. That light. That color.